TC was the name of "the cat" who ran away when I was young. I believe he's the actual sphinx, and he's a nephilim or saint protector, who has guarded me my home and my family my entire life. Duke was born later on, and he appears to have lived in-between as a bird several times. When he died, his spirit was compelled to return home, and his song was noticeable to me as a shaman. Due to racism and bigotry, and people who hate people who are religious, I was forced to bind Duke's spirit to a demon. I killed that demon. (Caim). And I have used up, and bound the "thought of the end." I have binded the thought of ending, itself. Duke is the demon I now use to protect the world from ending. I used the spirit of Stalos the raven who I invoked after Duke was demonized, to kill him, and make him discarnate. He no longer exists in the living realm. TC > Bird > Bird > Bird > Dukie > Bird > Duke / Demon. When he was young, he got in an argument with my other cat, and then he ran away. They left the doors open (my parents) and outside is a dying oak tree I stored the spirit of Stalos inside of, which I had done already and thought of many times before I knew that story. He is to me the sphinx, in the way he died. His last look, or glance at me was out of love, and I begged for him to be euthenized. The world was too cruel, and dangerous for him, I think is what God thinks. Duke's innocence and purity made him above his karma, since his entire life was good. So he is the better or simply more powerful type of demon. Inside of the Goetia, the lesser key of solomon, if the name "Duke" can not be found, I, Constantine, will laugh at you.
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bird fell from tree when I was young. We brought him inside to take care of him, and then gave him to a wildlife preserve.
TC was a black cat, with white under his mouth.
Dukie's name was always mispelled.
When Duke died, he was on the floor, for some reason, hours and hours before his final day, one night, staring into the empty underneath of a white wooden cabinet, facing dead east. He was 16.
The Sphinx is an Egyptian structure. It still exists. Scientists have worked together with physcisists to learn its gaze and stare is directly into a blackhole.
You can not die. When you are always and have already, and always haved been dead.
The holocell (?_) I am a prisoner, s l a v e, and self-committed narc and kamikaze.
I'm imprisoned in a future incarnation.
I'm forced to be this way, but the truth itself is a mire.
And I will keep it that way.
I keep only one, or two of everything. As should you, though you rape my law of one.